When it comes to night, my heart turns tired. Monday, November 23, 2009 10:41 AM
Woah. I pretty hate this kind of feeling ): is damn such a Sad, Tired, Uncontrollable feeling, Pain, Irritating feeling, Disappointing. Sometime, i just hate myself. Sometime, i just love myself. I hate to be alone at night. When no one is here to talk to me. Concern me. Love me. Care for me. I love being crowded. I love the way when i used to crapz out all my craps and laugh the way i can. During the night, i always stand alone. I always wanted to wait for someone. And becuz, waiting is killing. So i didn't wait and i paused for a moment & thought over it. In my life, i'm waiting for a right guy to appear here. And this guy, should have another broken heart of mine. I believe, one fine day we will put each of our broken heart together. And this heart is belong to us. The one and only. No one can take it away. No one can replace any one if us. This heart, is fated and meant for us. (I can't imagine how my life is w/o you.) And during the day, i'm always a 'bz girl'. I always have my hp beside me and i will text for non stop, and it will just continue & continue till i'm sicko tired of it. Sometime, i very-the dislike myself for being too *crazy*. Caring my friends. And hacking care my loves and like ones. I'm just being too selfish. I know that please. Many many times, at home. When i did 'something' wrong. I don't admit and i just continue joke and laugh. Is my fault please. I didn't meant to do that. I really know is my fault. But just that, i don't like it if i apologize in a properly manner. So sometime, i just pretend to say sorry to someone but actually was referring to someone my mind is thinking of.
Yeah i forgot what is this feeling.. What's that when your heart feels so sad, your chest tightens, and you're out of breath?
